Sunday, June 21, 2009

so I have decided

that I no longer know who my daughter is. She isn't who I raised and she isn't who I thought she was. Not only did I find out a few things that she has been lying to me about....I found out a few things that hurts...greatly.

Maybe Billy was right all along and she has me buffaloed as he puts it. That I have been blindsighted by what I thought was her being truthful to me but only to find she has used me. And here I have defended her. Not anymore.

I'm done. If you lie to me. I'm done.

more to come after we have a LONG talk today

1 comment:

emily said...

oh dear, Becky. I don't like the sounds of this post. My heart is with you as you sort through this. Know that I'm here for you, if you need me.