maybe...that is why I am grumbly this evening. I weighed in this morning and gained 2 lbs. That just started my morning off wrong. then I come home to bills after bills. This week is going to be so hard with bills. House payment is due, a few large bills, insurance....and then there is Kayla's surgery monday so I am having to pull out of the savings for that. And then my husbands work has cut their overtime by 5 hours which will hit us about $100 a week. I'm in panic mode I think...which just ads to my frustration and grumbleness (is that even a word?).
I thought my etsy store would bring in a little extra moolah but yeah...that isn't working like I thought. I have some stuff left over that I can make a scarf or two to try and sell at work. But that is not something I can count on really. I wish I knew how to make extra money. Especially at this time of the year. I "think" I am close to being almost done with Christmas shopping but with only 4 more weeks to go....I know I still need some pricey things. ugh. Why does money always have to be a problem. I know things work out...it always does...but it is still frustrating and I get myself all worked up over it.
Kayla will be parking her car for a long while in just a few short weeks simply because she can't get a job around here. Bless her heart she has tried and tried and tried...not even Dominos would hire her. I know she doesn't have any experience but for goodness sakes....she has to start somewhere! I wish someone would just give her a little break and hire her. Even if just for the season rush.
The kids got their progress reports today and I am happy to announce they are passing but barely...Shawn has a 70 in one class and a 77 in the other and I think Kayla's lowest is a 76. With only 4 more weeks of this 9 weeks, the semester is almost over, and that sends me into yet another panic attack as I worry about them not passing and failing for the 1.2 year. And KAYLA CAN NOT fail darn it. I have ordered all her Senior stuff, etc...and Shawn....well he can't afford to fail anything with the way they new credits/hours are.
Anyway...just rambling...guess cause I am just upset and worried about things.